I have a lot on my mind. I've been thinking about my life and how I've changed. I used to be a sizable flirt, not the biggest but if I liked you, you knew it. I used to be very romantic and from those I was involved with I'd receive heart fluttering admiration back. I was wondering what happened to teenage love? Does it grow up with me into the adult love I have now? Is it more mature, as I am?
Because I feel that my love disappeared from my personality. I am in love in new ways now than I ever was. My love now is distinguished and chooses the deserving party that will not be a great leap or chance. And I miss it. I miss the gamble on someone fun and crazy. I miss silly 'put your heart out there' actions. I miss praising someone so deeply that I felt I would die without them.
Sure things are better now that I know where's better to put my emotions, but where's the fun? I suppose I have to liven it up all on my own, because I've grown out of my childish ways.
When I was a child I played with toys, but when I grew up I set aside childish things.
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
"The Dark Knight Rises" In Pittsburgh
http://www.post-gazette.com/pg/11095/1137149-100.stm
It's for sure, Nolan will be in Pittsburgh with cast this summer. I'm especially excited about seeing Joseph Gordon-Levitt, I've watched him since "Third Rock from the Sun" when I was little and had no cable. With a little help from my friends maybe there will be opportunity for extras!
On the other hand, I'm upset that my hometown is getting this film action. There is a certain ex-boyfriend who didn't finish his degree and came back home to try and get his own film career going, entrepreneur style. We don't talk anymore, but I still feel like I want better for him than that. It's slim chances if you know what I mean. If Pittsburgh wasn't doing so good with films he'd probably have come up with some other reason why he quit, so instead I'm excited by the opportunity that Pittsburgh has acquired.
It's for sure, Nolan will be in Pittsburgh with cast this summer. I'm especially excited about seeing Joseph Gordon-Levitt, I've watched him since "Third Rock from the Sun" when I was little and had no cable. With a little help from my friends maybe there will be opportunity for extras!
On the other hand, I'm upset that my hometown is getting this film action. There is a certain ex-boyfriend who didn't finish his degree and came back home to try and get his own film career going, entrepreneur style. We don't talk anymore, but I still feel like I want better for him than that. It's slim chances if you know what I mean. If Pittsburgh wasn't doing so good with films he'd probably have come up with some other reason why he quit, so instead I'm excited by the opportunity that Pittsburgh has acquired.
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