detox

Addiction is a hard thing to have and an even harder thing to break.

You can be addicted to a person. To the idea of that person. What they can be to you. How they can make you feel.

As good as any drug you can be addicted to a person.

Detox. A concept of taking that addiction, that person, out of the body and mind. That return to normalcy is terrifying to me, the addict. I do not want to detox. I want to swim in your smell, your ideas, your laugh and your tragedy.

I want to cry for you but more for me. For my addiction to you and how ruined it has made me.

Why can't we go back?

I will be me and you will be free.

Our tragedy doesn't have to be everything.

But moving forward is the hardest thing we'll do -- apart.